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"you have to stop the Q-tip when there's resistance"
Thats a friends quote I thought I'd share with you all since I don't really know what to call the subject of this entry. I know this is going to sound kinda lame, but I miss my mommy. I miss my whole family really, but Kaylene's mom is here right now and it made me miss my mom. My family NEVER comes to visit. Seriously, in the whole two years I've been here they've never come down to visit me. Just drop me off and go. And they never want me to come home. They just tell me not to waste my money. I miss them though. We got a new car today so I tell my mom that they should come and visit so that I can see it and she tells me that she'll take pictures so she can scan them and send them to me. She didn't get it... I don't know, sometimes I feel like they don't really care at all. I know it's silly and that they do, but all my other friends are like I'm going home or my family is going to come visit and it makes me sad that my family never does that, and never seems to want me home... I don't know I guess I'm just being silly. alrighty, now that I'm done with my ranting for tonight I'll leave you all to sleep with happy dreams....
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(Anonymous) 2003-06-02 01:33 am (UTC)(link)Explanation: my best friend hasn't come to visit me all year. When I go home on weekends, she makes plans with her boyfriend even when I've told her weeks in advance when I'm coming. It makes you feel like the people at home could care less about you. We both know that's not true. Your family loves you, Hannah loves me. I think it goes back to the fact that we're the one's that left. Their lives are the same for the most part since we left except for the fact that we're gone. Leaving home and creating a new life for yourself is what we're doing. So, our ties to a permanent home are through our loved ones. They miss us, but it's easier for them than it is for us cuz they're in their comfort zone.
It's like 1 30. Does this make sense? I know it won't really make you feel better. I've just been thinking about this cuz I'm all geared up to go home and I'm nervous that Hannah's lame ass boyfriend is going to take up all her time and I will be bestfriendless.
Sidenote: I know we've had issues, and I think they mostly stem from the fact that we became friends too quickly.(You were there, you know what I mean, I don't have to explain) Mary and I had a REALLY nice talk tonight and we're completely cool.(phew)She and I were talking and she told me that she really hopes that you and I can put our issues behind us and be friends again. I hope so too. So this is sort of my olive branch. I'm sure you know I have a melo, I'm using my blurty more now. Here's my link www.blurty.com/users/browniedgirl
Love,
Courtney