I don't think people at home know how much their caring about us means to us. If that sentence makes sense at all... Explanation: my best friend hasn't come to visit me all year. When I go home on weekends, she makes plans with her boyfriend even when I've told her weeks in advance when I'm coming. It makes you feel like the people at home could care less about you. We both know that's not true. Your family loves you, Hannah loves me. I think it goes back to the fact that we're the one's that left. Their lives are the same for the most part since we left except for the fact that we're gone. Leaving home and creating a new life for yourself is what we're doing. So, our ties to a permanent home are through our loved ones. They miss us, but it's easier for them than it is for us cuz they're in their comfort zone. It's like 1 30. Does this make sense? I know it won't really make you feel better. I've just been thinking about this cuz I'm all geared up to go home and I'm nervous that Hannah's lame ass boyfriend is going to take up all her time and I will be bestfriendless. Sidenote: I know we've had issues, and I think they mostly stem from the fact that we became friends too quickly.(You were there, you know what I mean, I don't have to explain) Mary and I had a REALLY nice talk tonight and we're completely cool.(phew)She and I were talking and she told me that she really hopes that you and I can put our issues behind us and be friends again. I hope so too. So this is sort of my olive branch. I'm sure you know I have a melo, I'm using my blurty more now. Here's my link www.blurty.com/users/browniedgirl Love, Courtney
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Date: 2003-06-02 01:33 am (UTC)Explanation: my best friend hasn't come to visit me all year. When I go home on weekends, she makes plans with her boyfriend even when I've told her weeks in advance when I'm coming. It makes you feel like the people at home could care less about you. We both know that's not true. Your family loves you, Hannah loves me. I think it goes back to the fact that we're the one's that left. Their lives are the same for the most part since we left except for the fact that we're gone. Leaving home and creating a new life for yourself is what we're doing. So, our ties to a permanent home are through our loved ones. They miss us, but it's easier for them than it is for us cuz they're in their comfort zone.
It's like 1 30. Does this make sense? I know it won't really make you feel better. I've just been thinking about this cuz I'm all geared up to go home and I'm nervous that Hannah's lame ass boyfriend is going to take up all her time and I will be bestfriendless.
Sidenote: I know we've had issues, and I think they mostly stem from the fact that we became friends too quickly.(You were there, you know what I mean, I don't have to explain) Mary and I had a REALLY nice talk tonight and we're completely cool.(phew)She and I were talking and she told me that she really hopes that you and I can put our issues behind us and be friends again. I hope so too. So this is sort of my olive branch. I'm sure you know I have a melo, I'm using my blurty more now. Here's my link www.blurty.com/users/browniedgirl
Love,
Courtney