shitty!!!!

well my day has just turned to shit!!! It was going really well. I was cleaning my room and redecorating, then I find out that I have to go to an emergency meeting tonight at 11. If the meeting is about what I think it is then it SUCKS MAJOR ASS!!! and so my good day just turned shitty and depressing... FUCK... I really hope that it isn't what I think cuz if it is then i'm gonna cry and I hate crying... well I guess I'll know for sure in 4 hours... god... I don't know if I can wait that long. Why couldn't he just tell us in CG, then I'd know for sure. Well basically I do, but I'm clinging to the hope that i'm wrong...