I'm such a loser

[bubbles83]

I'm going to admit something to you all. When it comes to things in real life I never really get sad and weepy. Sometimes I think if my mom died I wouldn't cry, but if its on TV or a movie I cry if someone does something that even remotely seems sweet or sad. Hell a hallmark commercial comes on and I can't stop crying. So having said that I'm sure it will come as no suprise to you that I cried like a little baby today. Weeped. I haven't cried like that in a long time. Wanna know why? I watched the series finale of Dawson's Creek. Yep, I taped it this morning and I watched it this afternoon. Keep in mind that I saw this not five months ago and I didn't even really cry that much then. I bawled today. Bawled like Siegfried when Roy got attacked. It wasn't pretty. When Jen fimed her letter for Amy, when Jack called Jen his soulmate. And I cried the hardest when Jen died and Grams kissed her head and said, "I'll see you soon child... soon." Damn you Grams! Damn you and your deathbed farewells. What the hell is wrong with me? Wait, don't answer that