Thanks Christina That meant a lot that through everything we'd been through you took the stuff I said for what it was. Which was me being hurt and finally honestly getting stuff off my chest about what happened between us earlier in the year. I honestly don't hate you and I wish you know ill will whatsoever. It's really hard for me because I feel extremely misrepresented in regards to how our friendship ended, especially to your friends. I never told anyone my side of the story except for my close friends who already knew what was going on because I didn't want it to be like 'my side' and 'your side', but that's OK. I don't like feeling misunderstood, but I just didn't want to talk about it. I also feel really bad about what happened with regards to Mary and the things I wrote about her. I never intended for anyone to see it outside my group of friends which is why I blocked everyone who was friends with her who had ever viewed my subprofile before. Especially given the situation I'm in now, I understand even more that your journal is a place for you to vent your feelings. And it isn't always a place you want to be held accountable for what you say. I wrote Mary an apology letter last night, and I don't know if she showed it to you. I really don't want what's going on now to effect my relationships with you or she in the future whether professional or otherwise. I just wanted to let you know that I appreciate what you wrote and I understand where you're coming from. And I wish you a very happy birthday and all the best. Oh and also, Logan put your card in your box for me cuz I was going to, but then there was an RA convention in the office and I was way too intimidated to go in there. But some boys gave it to me for you and they wanted me to tell you that they were in RM 209, DUNN, cuz they wanted 'props' if you will...
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Date: 2003-04-08 11:29 pm (UTC)That meant a lot that through everything we'd been through you took the stuff I said for what it was. Which was me being hurt and finally honestly getting stuff off my chest about what happened between us earlier in the year. I honestly don't hate you and I wish you know ill will whatsoever. It's really hard for me because I feel extremely misrepresented in regards to how our friendship ended, especially to your friends. I never told anyone my side of the story except for my close friends who already knew what was going on because I didn't want it to be like 'my side' and 'your side', but that's OK. I don't like feeling misunderstood, but I just didn't want to talk about it. I also feel really bad about what happened with regards to Mary and the things I wrote about her. I never intended for anyone to see it outside my group of friends which is why I blocked everyone who was friends with her who had ever viewed my subprofile before. Especially given the situation I'm in now, I understand even more that your journal is a place for you to vent your feelings. And it isn't always a place you want to be held accountable for what you say. I wrote Mary an apology letter last night, and I don't know if she showed it to you. I really don't want what's going on now to effect my relationships with you or she in the future whether professional or otherwise. I just wanted to let you know that I appreciate what you wrote and I understand where you're coming from. And I wish you a very happy birthday and all the best. Oh and also, Logan put your card in your box for me cuz I was going to, but then there was an RA convention in the office and I was way too intimidated to go in there. But some boys gave it to me for you and they wanted me to tell you that they were in RM 209, DUNN, cuz they wanted 'props' if you will...