What to do, what to do...

Have you ever just felt really lost? Thats kind of where I am right now. I'm almost done with my sophomore year of college and I'm totally questioning everything right now. I'm still undeclared and I don't think thats good, but at the same time I don't want to declare a major when I don't know what I want to do. I've always said I wanted to be a teacher, but now I don't know if I want to be that because its the easy way out and I don't have to give it any thought or if it's what I really want to do? I don't feel like there is anything I'm really passionate about right now. I feel like I need to be making life decisions and I'm only 20. I don't know what I'm going to do with the rest of my life, and it kinda scares me. I feel like I'm getting no where, just standing still. I'm seriously wondering why I'm even in school. I don't know who I am or what I want to be. Am I just throwing money down the drain by being here? Am I going to end up in a job I don't want and being miserable for the rest of my life? GAH! I don't like being so confused. I wish I knew where my life was going, what I was meant to do.

To top it all off its spring time and theres love in the air... but no so much for me. Never for me. It seems like everyone I know is matched off with some wonderful person, that they look totally perfect with and they seem so happy. I want to be happy. What is so undateable about me? Why can't I find a nice cute boy who likes me? Now I'm just the crazy whiney person, great... Oh just disregard everything I've said. I'm sure it's just me going crazy. This job will do that to you.