"you have to stop the Q-tip when there's resistance"

Thats a friends quote I thought I'd share with you all since I don't really know what to call the subject of this entry. I know this is going to sound kinda lame, but I miss my mommy. I miss my whole family really, but Kaylene's mom is here right now and it made me miss my mom. My family NEVER comes to visit. Seriously, in the whole two years I've been here they've never come down to visit me. Just drop me off and go. And they never want me to come home. They just tell me not to waste my money. I miss them though. We got a new car today so I tell my mom that they should come and visit so that I can see it and she tells me that she'll take pictures so she can scan them and send them to me. She didn't get it... I don't know, sometimes I feel like they don't really care at all. I know it's silly and that they do, but all my other friends are like I'm going home or my family is going to come visit and it makes me sad that my family never does that, and never seems to want me home... I don't know I guess I'm just being silly. alrighty, now that I'm done with my ranting for tonight I'll leave you all to sleep with happy dreams....